I don't think I'll write today

I want to write but I really don't know what to write about. I have been sitting here for five minutes staring at this blank slate.

I was thinking I would write about how I am anxious for graduation, my recital, and moving but I told myself I wouldn't write about those things until they actually happened because I am trying to be less anxious and live in the moment.

Then I thought I might write about how Aaron found my first gray hair and what that could mean in my life?!?!

Maybe I should write about how God confuses me and sometimes I don't know whether I'm making the right decisions. I really just want Him to be pleased in all I do.

I could write about how I'm really nervous about growing up, but I know it's something I just have to do. It will probably be more amazing that I ever dreamed.

Or I could write about how I've been having inner turmoil about how music is going to fit into my life. I want to sing, but it's competitive and I'm not good at selling myself. God gave me this talent for a reason, I just know it.

I'll write out a list of all the things I need to get done this week, whatever, that's boring.

I don't think I'll write today.